I held my neighbor/friend's newborn baby boy today and nearly cried....m
I passed the "newborn test" a few months ago with another friends baby, but this little baby boy melted my heart, reminding me of my baby boys and made me tell Jason to forget about the big V we had planned very soon. He absolutely wants no more, not even to adopt from China like I would like. I ask myself when will enough be enough? Do I really want another child or do I just have a soft spot for babies? Ack it is such a tough thing to say I am done. I know I am not ready to get pg right this second, but maybe later? The big kids need a lot of attention too and right now Brody is my sweet cuddle bug and that is enough for now. But maybe just for now......






